2) Never break up with someone and get back together; it’s childish. Only break up when the relationship is over.

3) “Bros over hoes.” Don’t let your relationship trump your friendships.

4) Know when a relationship isn’t healthy anymore and end it.

5) Never say I love you unless you mean it.

Truthfully, the last option should seem the most attractive. Logically, the other feelings make no sense except for bitter. While being bitter would get me no where I certainly have a good reason to be: no one I like knows what the hell they want and nor do I.

Of course a bright side of this is that I can get out of this school of 200 or so in about 25 days, moving into a place of much higher genetic and cultural diversity (about 1500% more people). Hopefully I will meet a broader range of people who know themselves more than we do here >_>…

Getting behind the mentality of it all, I’m confused too (which is the sad part). I’ve got my head fighting with my heart, for a more polite version of things. Not sure where to go, but I guess only time will tell.

In other news my wish bracelet broke last week. I think only half of the wish came true, to my dismay.

On top of all of this the scholarships are starting to rain. I guess I should be really happy about being 8th of 76 in my class. It means I’ve made the dean’s list, finally, which I’ve wanted to for a long time. I’ve got a 4.1 GPA, our valediction has a 4.4… I just applied for another scholarship yesterday, a 8k-10k one. Our counselor, Mrs. Loch, hunted LuRae, the valedictorian of our class, and I down until we did it. I had to get some tax info before I submitted it. Turns out we have ~$5,000 yearly medical expenses .

Argh, additionally I’ve been advised to quit beating myself up over this puppy love that dominates my life. I should just deal with it. Makes me glad I’m graduating in 2 and a half months, I don’t know how much more I can stand holding all this crap in. Once I get this person out of my life I’ll be over it. That’s what happened with my last crush.

Other than that I haven’t done squat over the past week with any of my open source projects, or the website. I’m just trying to relax a lot… All this school and romantic stuff is taking it out of me . At least I’ve gotten a griefer out of my life, though I won’t throw any names or slurs. I think I’m much better off without her. Life is very carefree .

Until next time…

Anyway, I installed WordPress on KoR’s server yesterday, and fixed up my unused domain name to go to a virtual host on it. It seems to have went well, except for the stupid favicon, which is KoR’s shield for me.

I’ve been snowed in the past two days. It was snowing yesterday, all day, and today it was so cold out and we had 8″ of snow so I wasn’t too motivated to do much (like I would). I did take one of my dogs out twice yesterday, as she loves the snow. I’ve yet to upload that video anywhere though. Other than that I’ve been stuck shuffling between games, being bored on Facebook, and programming for an hour, a few minutes ago.

But yeah, I’m bored, and I needed a blog entry. Not much to talk about in my drab life anyway.